यादें

वो भी एक वक़्त था जब हम करीब हुआ करते थे,

कभी बिछड़ना ना हो, बस इसी बात की दुआ करते थे।

वो भी एक वक़्त था जब हम करीब हुआ करते थे,

तेरा आंखे मिलाना और मुस्कुराना मेरा,

तेरी सांसो की गर्मी से पिघल जाना मेरा,

सिहर जाते थे हम…जब तुम छुआ करते थे।

वो भी एक वक़्त था जब हम करीब हुआ करते थे…

वो भी एक वक़्त था जब हम करीब हुआ करते थे…

वो शाम का समय वो तेरी बाहों का घेरा,

रातें कटी थी वहीं…गुजरा था वहीं सवेरा,

तेरे पहलू में हर ग़म को धुंआ करते थे…

वो भी एक वक़्त था जब हम करीब हुआ करते थे…

वो भी एक वक़्त था जब हम करीब हुआ करते थे,

-Riya

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#justiceforasifa

These days save girls ( बेटी बचाओ) is less like slogan and more like threat…

Dear society…

You always said that, don’t wear short dresses, don’t go out after 6pm and before 5am. Just because doing so may provoke someone to rape. But still a girl child get raped brutely and whatever happened with her is out of the boundaries of humanity. It’s like please wear bulletproof jackets because it may possible someone shoots you.

You always said don’t choose this profesion or don’t choose that profession but still the so called safe profession ‘ a teacher’ is also not safe.

You said don’t make boys your friends but what should we do when going out with our brothers and cousins is embarrassing in the same way.

There are many questions to ask but I know there is no proper answer for that, because these rules are made with no sense. It is not the girl who provoke but it is the dirty mentality of those people who think that they can do anything and they are confident about our law and slow system which is crawling like sloth. They know very well that if they have power in India then none can harm them. I don’t know why it takes so much time to punish someone???

I know that according to our law, no innocent person should be punished even when thousands of culprits get bailed…But leaving a culprit free is also a crime towards the victim.

Now a days we read so many rape cases for which some people take steps and protest also, but after someday it is all settled with the soo slow system.

I feel very helpless when I realise that I can’t do anything for this. But I want to request that please do something for security in India not based on gender only, but for everyone. I think every citizen of this country wants justice not for only one girl but for all. It is hard to imagine the scenario in future… Please take care of it!!!

– A fellow girl from India

कुछ पल

वो रोज रात को अपने छत पर जाया करती थी, उस छत का वो कोना उसकी अपनी दुनिया थी। जमीन पर चटाई बिछाकर अपनी गृहस्थी के जीवन से अपने लिए कुछ पल चुराती थी ।

कोई नही था उसे समझने वाला…माँ बाप का देहांत बचपन मे ही हो गया था। बड़े भाइयों की शादी के बाद उसकी घर मे मौजूदगी बोझ सी लगने लगी थी उसकी भाभियों को, इसलिये जल्द से जल्द उसके हाथ पीले कर उन्होंने अपनी जिम्मेदारियों से मुक्ति पा ली थी। ब्याह भी हुआ एक ऐसे इंसान से जिसे नशे के आगे खुद की भी सुध ना रहती थी। शादी के चार सालों में तीन बच्चों की माँ बन चुकी थी वो…

जैसे जैसे जिम्मेदारियों का बोझ बढ़ता गया, वह दिन प्रतिदिन न जाने कहाँ खोने लगी थी। उसकी दुनिया उसके बच्चों, पति , सास, ससुर में सिमट के रह गयी थी। वक़्त से पहले बूढ़ी हो चली थी। एक दिन किसी काम से छत पर जाना हुआ; ठंडी हवाओं के झोकों से ठिठक कर कुछ देर वही खड़ी हो गयी। नीचे से बच्चों की आवाज सुन के फिर नीचे चली गयी।

वो सुकून के दो पल उसे अच्छे लगे थे , ऐसा लगा जैसे वो उसका अपना समय था। बस तभी से रोज रात में अपनी जिम्मेदारियों का निर्वाह कर के वो कुछ समय अपने साथ बिताने लगी।

बस चाँद, तारे और ठंडी हवाओ के साथ अपनी सारी शिकायतें वो आसमान में सुना देती थी ये सोच कर की शायद उसके भगवान उसे सुनते होंगे।

तभी नीचे से आवाज आई,” माँ! नीचे आओ, भूख लगी है।”

एक गहरी सांस लेते हुए वो उठ खड़ी हुई , फिर चल दी अपनी जिंदगी की ओर…

-पहली बार मैंने कुछ इस तरह का प्रयास किया है। कृपया सुधार के लिए मार्गदर्शन करें। आभार।

My diary #1

I was sitting depressed alone in my room. There was no light at all. I was feeling numb, distracted, and lost. Nothing had happened that day, just a little misunderstanding with my colleagues and I was at fault, nothing else. That was quite normal because usually I do mistakes. May be because in my family none never gave me responsibilities at early age and I became quite irregular in my work. That was also not the reason that I was feeling that way.

I started thinking about my life; from my childhood, I was always a bright kid; my teachers, my schoolmates and my principal always praised me for my good work.

I was so ambitious at that time, that I decided to have a house and a descent job at the age of 20…. I was stupid I know. As the time passed by I started engaging my time in other things also; like music, writing, sports, debates etc. And I was lucky enough to achieve places in those competitions. Now the things started changing and the time of confusion started. Now there were a lot of choices for me, and I was confused that which way should I go???

What should be my carrier??? What I want from my life? Things were more complicated then. I started focussing on my every interests and I completely forgot about the goals that I have before in my childhood.

Present day,

I’m turning 21 this year and yes I have a job but not the one I wanted to have. I have a house ( which is not mine). I mean really??? I feel like I’m unsuccessful now.

After overthinking about all these things, my mind came up with a question; and the question was…

What is the reason that the most of the successful people never give up. After facing the failures many times and loosing all the money and energy still how they are enough courageous to take risks again???

I smiled, because I know what was the reason behind the success of all those people who are our inspiration, our guides and our role model; and the reason was ‘FAITH” also known as ‘believe’.

They had faith in their dreams, they knew very well that whatever will be the situation they’ll nail it. They have so strong faith in there particular goals that the obstacles were totally negligible...

Now I’m on the conclusion that, I was on the wrong track because I’m doing something which will never take me to my destination, it’ll only distract me. May be not at the age of 20 but I can set my goal again may be at 25 or something but yeah one day I’ll reach there,I’ll surely do…One day!!!

(It’s never too late)😇

Here are some of the thought that I have collected from various social media platforms. I want to share these too…

Thanks for reading:)

( Sorry for grammatical errors. Suggestions are heartily invited)