Short note #3

These days I’m very frustrated with my life. We are on edge of this year. Within three days new year will start. Everyone will enjoy and start doing great things but here I’m feeling like a vacant soul. It is like I have nothing… No friends, no close relations, my parents are also not with me ( they were never with me). My one and only relation is broken up now. I’m trying to find good things in my life. I’m trying to be happy with whatever I have but I’m getting failure every time. I finished my post graduation this year and got a job too but still it’s like nothing is good.

I’m crying almost every night. I’m upset with God. Why did he sent me to this world??? For just crying and being sad everyday. This is depressing for me.

But still I’m not the one who’ll lose hope so easily. I know that God is examining me in the test called life. I trust him. I’ll succeed one day!!!

20 thoughts on “Short note #3

      1. Kya okay? Btaya bhi nhi? Har din rote ho? Kyuuu? Baat nahi krunga main sachi. Rona nahi Ekdum. Ekdum nahii!

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      1. Ohh, sometime might be it happens . Then just stay calm and write nd read here . It will help you for sure . Penn down your crumpled emotions on paper or start writing diary.

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  1. Don’t know if it’s my place to say anything. But having gone through same experience I thought of saying something.
    This can be hard. No one can understand what you are going through. It kills every moment from inside. Pain is as severe as physical pain. It feels like part of you is dead.
    Any advice won’t help but can say for sure that “It’ll all be okay”.
    Also if you can do read something good. I found this amazing book, “The Subtle Art of Not Giving a F*ck”
    It helped me alot.
    Hope you feel good soon.
    Best regards! 😊

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      1. Glad I was of any help. Yeah all kinds of feelings rush to you all at once. Cannot handle it. Sometimes even go crazy.
        But eventually it’ll get better. At the moment it is not believable but it’ll be alright.
        And good that you write it. It does help a lot.

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